Sleep Chaser
Running through the dark waves behind my eyelids
I search for dreams in my stormy brain
My body lists endlessly
heaving itself into every direction
The more I search
the farther my goal
The longer the hunt
the shorter my prize’s duration
There are always the drugs to cheat and win
but they hang on my shoulders long after the victory
I race that which does not move
My sanity stays afloat only because I can occasionally attain it
But too often it alludes me
seeming to laugh at my tired face
All I want is for my rational to go blank
For a few hours to forget to think
But when the time has come
the tide slows me down once more
and I look again for that formless thing
which embraces me in a warm bath of rest
February 27, 1994
Tressa Lee Breen